Energy Healer
Posted on September 13th, 2022
As a healer, I'd like to share my journey so that I can be understood on a deeper level and explain the heaviness I have been through. So that I may be able to heal others before they endure such heavy attachments and karmic cycles. With that being said, I am fortunate enough to still be here to share my story.
Sometimes by the end of the day, all my body has the strength to do is breathe, which is why I wrote this. So, when I was still a teenager, I had both sides of my jaw broken. Someone I've never met in my life sucker punched me just because I lived next to someone who had beaten him up, and all I tried doing was talking about it and making peace. He walked away silently and waited for an unexpected moment on my end to strike me down. Then, I had my first surgery where they put metal plates in my face, I went home, and they got infected after a while. The second surgery came, and they took the metal plates out. But, what was supposed to be a simple short surgery turned into nearly a twelve-hour surgery where I puked and almost died while unconscious on the surgery table. Like the gremlins, the rules were simple: don't eat after midnight… I had a yogurt right at midnight. I informed the doctors, and we even waited a few extra hours, but the worst still happened.
Soon after all of that, I became entrenched in a toxic relationship that I could not let go of for almost six years. Even with the continued mental abuse. Being broken up with nearly every other day or week. I could not give up. Near the end, we had even started a family with two daughters, thirteen months apart. Things would crumble and we would split up, move to a new home, and then reconcile yet again countless times. This was my rock bottom. This was when I found my Soul Realignment© coach, who was a dear friend that owned a jewelry store. She started studying this modality and started helping me. I finally understood why everything was happening and I took the aligned action with my soul to gently ease into better places. I got back into college. Finished, even while still easing out of my toxic relationship. I started my own multimedia business and took empowered action to get custody of my two daughters. Finally creating the stability, abundance, and peace my soul deserved. No longer perpetuating the dysfunctional side of my soul blueprint. What I handle on a daily basis may sound challenging to others, but it truly is just a breeze when you come to learn how you can align with the more functional or abundant side of your soul blueprint.
With all of that now in the past, I now live with an unaligned jaw, which I find ironic in being a Soul Realignment© Practitioner. So, now I live with caution; talking for long periods, chewing things that're a little too tough. Single parenthood and many other things that require communication and such take their toll on me throughout the day. Then, at the end of some days, I find myself in a lost cloud of pain… and the only way to fix it would be to have another surgery and re-break my whole jaw again.
After beginning the healing work through this program, I came to find out that I was heavily attacked in a past life also, which created that heavy unhealthy attachment of protection with my mother. And as the days approached in this lifetime where I was about to fly the coop, this random act of violence that nearly took my life, that same attachment kicked in and kept me home under my mother's care and protection for two additional years than I intended. Along with having a very similar romantic relationship in a past life that explained much of the same events as described above, as well as many crippling subconscious thoughts that had stemmed from all of the trauma. But slowly and surely, everything that did not serve my highest good began to fade as I began to rise above it all, learning to become the powerful creator of my experience.
Some believe we need to experience these heavy pains or so-called rock bottoms to finally accept any kind of light and healing within our lives. To experience death to become heavily connected with our spirit, and so on and so forth. This is NOT true; we are born with all we need. But, we must also accept that we are born into the circumstances we find ourselves in, along with the negative attachments we created from our past lives, which create these karmic cycles and experiences we are born into and continue experiencing. We do NOT need these negative experiences to be built up to the point where we get hit in the hardest ways and then finally feel that we have to "force" ourselves to turn our lives around. Finding the will to accept healing into our lives before it's too late instead of resisting it to the point of our rock bottom or just years of "comfortable stagnation" is genuinely the key to our true potential.
We need to be able to accept our past and heal from it before any of these negative attachments wreak havoc on our lives AGAIN and continue the pain, otherwise known as these karmic cycles. This daily pain I experience is why I yearn so sincerely to heal others. I've never shared the pain, struggle, or fragility of my life before. But, it is part of the process in helping others to understand the gravity that it can create when we are trying so hard to rise above the challenges of life that can be understood energetically and simply released. I hope whoever may have found the time to read this finds gratitude in my story, in my daily strength, and in the mere fact that I am still here to heal and support others.
If you would like to begin your healing journey, clear the fog, learn who you are at soul level, release these deeply hidden negative attachments and karmic patterns, to finally find the answers that define all you experience. Then contact me, realign to your soul and reclaim your abundance!